I have a ton of things that have been on my mind that I’d like to write about – things that are really weighing me down or bouncing around inside my head – but I’m not going to write about them, and that sucks. My hand is numb from carpal tunnel problems. I’m falling asleep. Typing on the phone takes much longer and is more inconvenient than typing with a keyboard, but it’s a lot easier to do while laying in bed. However, I find myself drifting off to sleep whenever I’m trying to write. All of these reasons play a part.

For example, I just nodded off right then. It’s a form of procrastination or avoidance or something. I don’t think I am actually avoiding, though, because I actually want to write the things in my head. I just don’t make time.

I’m falling asleep again. I know there is some lesson here but I can’t totally parse it out. Perhaps when I’m awake I’ll learn what I’m supposed to.