September 10: irrational contentment

Annika and I baked a squash and an apple crisp (that turned into an applesauce crisp because she cut the apples so small). It might have been my most productive after school afternoon/evening in ages. It follows my really good day yesterday… which means that I’m worried that I’m missing something or that another shoe is about to drop. Normally I’m exhausted after school.

What could be causing my irrational general contentment? The weather has been fantastic, and I do get to get outside for a few minutes in the middle of the day. It’s a perk of traveling between buildings. I also left earlier than I usually do because I needed to get my driver’s license renewed before my birthday. I left that go too long so I had to rush today. I made it there though.

The one thing I’m a little worried about is that, because I spent the evening baking with Annika, I didn’t work on anything for school tonight, and so I’m actually worried that I’m going to end up getting behind again. I’m trying to pretend everything is okay. Hanging out with Annika was more fun, that’s for sure.

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