Oh my god it’s 2:43 in the morning and I’m still awake because I was doing art stuff and then I decided to watch a movie late at night. At 10:30, I looked at Dak and said “I really want to watch this movie but it’s already late” and he said “go for it” in a way that had a subtext of “it’s summer, stay up” and so I started it at about 11 and now here I am awake still. Ugh. This is going to hurt tomorrow and I have no one to blame but myself. I suppose I could blame Dak because he told me to go for it, but I’m a grown ass adult and I should take responsibility for this amazing lack of judgment, I guess. I am so out of it I actually started the post with “January” then I stopped and caught myself and made it July, only to add the number 36 afterwards and stare at it for far too long before realizing it was wrong and changing that too. Who knows how many things are wrong in this post. It’s actually kind of freeing because I don’t even really care. It’s 2:50 in the morning now and I’ve been writing for more than five minutes. This counts as July 25 because I haven’t gone to sleep yet for the 25th.

Tomorrow is going to be rough.