Here I am, up way too late at night after sleeping much of the afternoon. Today was the first day where I could finally feel relaxed after the end of the school year. Maybe it was the gray skies and cool day. I think if I am left to my own schedule, I’d be up late and sleep late. It’s probably not the healthiest schedule, but I really don’t like getting up in the mornings.

Still, this is the fastest I’ve reverted to my body clock after a school year in a long time. I suppose I can attribute it to binge watching tv and movies, which I literally never do during the school year, but here I am doing just that. I also think I’m more depressed than usual, possibly because the end of the year brought back a lot of weird feelings about the way this school year went. I’m ducking my responsibilities like a pro right now, which is a really terrible plan.

Still, I need to be gentle on myself. The year just ended. I should take the time to do some binge watching and decompressing, right? The responsibilities won’t go away just because I’m ignoring them for a couple days. They’ll still be there.