It doesn’t feel like the last week of school. It doesn’t really feel real, even though I know it is. This has been simultaneously the longest and the shortest year of my career: it actually is literally the longest year, since I started in mid August (first day of school for students was August 23), but it’s the shortest feeling year because I was working so hard to figure out my new school.

Family life has been overly busy lately too, which makes time fly even more. I am going to hit summer and I don’t know if I’ll even realize it. Hopefully summer will help me feel less tense though. Either my heart has been fluttering really bad at night or I’m having some muscle spasms in my chest. Either way, it’s really uncomfortable.

Maybe this summer I’ll work on weaning myself from caffeine in the morning. I love my coffee, but maybe the caffeine is part of the problem? I suppose I could drink decaf. This is so sad.